Ugh, this past week has been really challenging for me. Not just with the livefit trainer but life in general. I can hardly motivate myself to do things I love, like read or hoopdance. Chocolate has gone from a minor temptation to a full blown addiction and I have no idea how to deal with any of it. I don’t (didn’t) even like chocolate that much. I blame Valentines day. As far as motivation goes, I’m just really struggling. I think I’m at that halfway mark when all your goals seem so far away, but you feel entitled to the prize already because of the work you’ve put in. Ya know? Plus, although I have an amazing network of friends and family that are supportive, I’m alone in most of my goals. The few people I know with similar aspirations are also the people I see the least of. Maybe that should change. I’ve found myself to be incredibly self starting, but everyone needs a nudge sometimes. I think that time has come for me. …